im working on

salam..today im working on for a website for my bro-in-law company (actually already 1 week ago)..

still looking and browsing for ideas and graphic wise

the website 'should be' and 'must be' in 'good looking', presentable and smart, this is also where all the design, latest & done projects, ads, structures and etc for his company that will be advert on..huhu..ideas ideas..please at least come and give my brain a visit..you can just even dropping by..yay!

susah juge ye

mo0d changing

Allahuakbar

geez.....now is 1.00am

me, in ofis..ni second time aku tulis pasal benda yg sama

sbb benda ni mmg drectly tekeluar dr kepala aku skrg..tensen!!

rasa nk pecah kepala pun ada..memikirkan masa depan aku dan keja yg memerah otak

mak ayah pun dah slalu bising2 suruh tuka profession..tp, nak

buat mcm mana mmg dah tetulis..dan aku mmg suka

dan aku berharap aku masih dan akan terus berada dlm bidang ini

worst case scenari0, dlm bidang yg berkaitan dan tak terkeluar dr landasan

tp,

hurm, skrg ni lah life aku yg nak dikira mcm dah takdak life lgsg.. im in vain

bgun pg blk mlm.. kdg2 tak tido lgsg dan kembali keja on the next day..uhh...so exhausted and frustrating

dah byk kali jugak aku ckp benda ni dgn kwn2..hurm, maybe jugak aku ni anak manja kata org...baru kena skit dah tak tahan..asyik nak merungut

pikir2 pe yg mak ayah aku ckp betul gak.. life as a fresh graduate yg baru2 nk keje is so unhappy and frustrating (at this very moment la) !!!!!!

ya Rabbi, tolong lah hamba mu yg lemah ini..rasa nak teriak pun ada..nak jerit pun ada...dua-dua skali..rasa mcm nak terjun bunjee pun ada.wawaaa..

tp, itulah, belajar susah dahulu..senang kemudian..aku hrp aku akan lebih kuat lps ni

for the time being, aku tak boleh nk stop pikir..itu dan ini..ada sja popup window

kalu aku keje kat penang..dah lama hari hari kena sound slalu blk umah lmbt..

skrg ni kena sound time blk kpg and thru fon je lah

aduS

aku tak tau dah nk ckp apa lg..aku mmg tgh tension gaban!!!!

buat sekian ke seratus juta kalinya..haah, kan dah terkeluar ayat merapu

probably this would be the last entry from me

ilal liqa`

wsalam
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rashes attack

ketegaq vs rashes

rasa-rasa mana yg menang?ka seri mcm MU vs Malaysia
sebenarnya entry kali ni pasai rashes

tp bila kena paksa makan ubat.....penyakit ketegaq mengatasi segalanya
sy ni alergi ubat @ erti kata lain tak reti mkn ubat (walaupun x tahan, buat2 tahan) telan ubat..huh, mmg worst nightmare betulla
last 3 weeks, pi amik ubat kat kedai bwh ofis then the pharmachist ckp "adik, ni u kena alergi ni".... alergi?..ha apa tu?

(gambar hiasan)
lebih kurang mcm ni lah rashes tu.. (ianya tersangat lah...)

alergi apa pulak ni..x penah2..dan yg plg tak best..dah 3 mggu tak lega-lega jugak..jgn kena eczema sudah

" tu la ubat ada xmau makan' kata wan." wan ni roomate sy..studiomate uia 4 taun
hah, kan dah siap kena bebel...hahaha
rasa2 nya sebab hari tu ada cuba try mkn ikan keli, mmg dh pecah la one of my fear factor and perasaan gerun tgk kepala ikan tu
hurm..betulla la tu, lepas mkn ikan tu terus alergi ni muncul tetiba
wan la ni yg ajar sy mkn ikan keli
budu...ya Allah (tp ni mmg best mcm cencaluk,heeee)
laksam...
mcm2 dah try... mmg patut la
lagi 1 yg x best pasal rashes ni dia akan dtg tiba2...sat ada, sat takdak...suka hati dia ja..s00ooo unpredictable
so, hari ni sy dah selamat smp ke kampung halaman ptg td
nak mintak papaku inject syringe je terus

tak reti-reti drpd kecik smp la ni nak telan ubat

k, hrp berjumpa di entry yg selanjutnya
wsalam

jom sapa nak ikut pi mkn char kuey teow pmtg pauh

230 am @ office

salam...

skrg dah pukui 230am...tp sy masih kat ofis....
tgh menggelupur siapkan drawing and presentation utk esok....
cuma sy berdua je kat ofis..sy dan wan...
hurm, org lain mesti tgh selesa tarik selimut tido dgn nyenyak nya...

me?

curik2 masa 10 mins just utk updet blog yg tak seberapa ni and meluahkan rasa letihnya badan ini... transformers pon tak dan dah...aduiii....
got to go...esok pagi for sure mcm panda..huhu
till then
perjuangan belum selesai...
wassalam


/(-_-)/

break + fasting

sesungguhnya hari ini aku berpuasa...

nk bebuka pe ek..any idea?

(-_-)

eksiden

yesterday, is my day trip to bkt tinggi

out of no where, while i was driving

bump!!...Allahuakbar....

haish..

im lucky enough not to have any cuts or injuries

Alhamdulillah..

everything's good, i believe

there's always something behind every incident

actually im not in the mood of writing..insyaAllah in few days time i will..

right now i really miss sumbody

i wonder if that"sumbody" ever think of me..mmm..

im having a bad day, mmm,not bad day bad sequal may be..

huh, pe yg di merepek kan ni?

gtg

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people at the front line

assalamualaikum wbt dan selamat hari ahad,

hari ni mood sy dah lari tinggaikan sy kat rumah.. yg tinggal cuma keinginan nak tidoq....tidoq... dan tidoq......
sy takdan nak ligan mood2 hat lain yg dah terbang dan mmg dah tak larat nak kejaq lagi...biaq pi lah..malaih @ baloq liat tahap gaban..huhuu..
hari ni sy menulih dlm bahasa ibunda saya yang tercinta, bahasa utara..leh sama2 kalau anda kat luaq sana nak blajaq..dan sebelum kami lupa,
kehadapan mak yg tercinta yg la ni berada di Penang,

"Selamat hari Ibu"
"you're my Greatest mom Ever"
semoga dipanjangkan umoq dan dimurahkan rezeki, ceria-ceria dan sihat-sihat selalu
bley buat haji lagi nanti
jasa dan pengorbanan mak membesarkan kami adik-beradik smp besaq akan kami ingat sampai bila-bila
mmg tak akan terbalas segala kasih sayang yang telah mak dan papa curahkaninsyaAllah, kami semua doakan mak dan papa dikurniakan kehidupan yg sejahtera dan diberkati dunia dan akhiratAmin.
sengaja sy ucapkan awal sbb takut diri ni yg mmg seadanya pelupa utk mengigat tarikh dan nombor. dan sekadar coretan buat org terpenting dlm hidup sy.
ikhlas from ur keras kepala daughter
dan lagu ini ditujukan khas buat mak sy dan jugak mak- mak di luar sana

sy akui mmg ssh utk sy tunjukkan perasan sy..terutamanya kepada org yg sy terlalu sayang. now and forever my mak and papa..

when its come to words yg perlu diucap depan2 lagi la.....mau banjir satu rumah..peristiwa ini slalunya time raya..to me perkataan itu terlalu bermakna..maknanya bila sy ckp sy syg org itu, mmg sy terlalu sgt2 dan gaban gila suka, syg, cinta org itu..walaupun cuma sekali atau ckp dlm keadaan gelak2..tp sebenarnya dlm hati rasa mcm nak meletup..mmg susah la..adus, nak ucap ayat-ayat cinta ni.woh, dah tersasar jauh dari motif sebenar entry kali ni..
takpa2..

people at the front line..betul ke?..ke front desk?
people at the front line??..hurm, mmg hangin dan hangit la cerita ni, sbb ianya jadi kat kawan saya dan saya sendiri..bukan sengaja nak cerita buruk ka apa mcm mami jarum....tp cuma sedikit terkilan la dengan servis dan layanan yang diberikan terutamanya daripada bangsa melayu kita sendiri..ya Allah..sabaq2..mmg menghakis iman betulla..
ia berkait rapat dengan pekerjaan yg kena jumpa2 org, bg servis dan layan org..erti kata lain keje PR kat front desk jabatan kerajaan..
tp sy percaya tak semua org yg keje profession ni, adalah mcm mamat yg sorg ni. dia sorg jek yg jd bakteria susah nak hapus dan merosakkan imej profession PR org lain..huhu geram x abis lagi.

kisah ni sebenarnya dah drag drpd hr isnin smp la jumaat lepas..hari2 kena pi jumpa mamat ni. sbb ada nak settle skit pasai plan2 submission..kita bila taktau kita akan bertanya la kan??..betul tak?..dah tu, first time pi submission kat situ..mesti la byk tny skit dan byk benda xtau..nak pulak lagi dia adalah person in charge yg sudah di byr gaji utk duduk kat depan dan di tanya..bukan niat sy nak burukkan dia, tp ye la, jalankan lah tanggungjawab anda seadanya.
just treat people nicely..and use polite words..bukan susah pon..org pon senang nk explain apa2..
atau mungkin sbb dpt bekerja dgn kerajaan membuatkan dia menjadi sebegitu..sombongnya!! ya Allah..sabaq2 lg..
this scene took place at MPS Sepang..jd, sapa yg mkn cabai dia la yg rasa pedas..
dengan sikap anda yg sebegitu takkan membawa anda kemana2..sekadar bekongsi pendapat dan teguran.. what u give, u get back..scorpion pon nyanyi lagu mcm ni tau..dia pon tau budi bahasa..hurm..lega!

semalam, hari ini dan esok

salam again..

today ill try to write in english,just practising.....its been quite a while im not writing, speaking, listening to or even watching english movies..grammar and vocab pun sudah berterabur..aiyayyay!!

p/s: everybody is welcomed to comments and correct my english, im on going process of brushing up my language skill yg agak mengecewakan dan lemah skrg ini.Thanks.

Yesterday

as i threw open the window on the 10th of April on a lovely friday morning, i come to realized that it was the day that i should get prepared and went out for work much earlier than usual. it was the day where my heart start beating a lot more faster than a bullet train..doh doh...what a day..what makes me so worried was, its time for dateline and project meeting with clients on the evening (they are even more horror than ghost movies..betul..im telling you..huhu)

and

it was the same day as well whereby i should become a part time interior volunteer for my bos to get the office ready for astro shooting. all the susun2 works of material sample is quite tiring and make me sweat just like im going out for jogging..the shooting was during the evening after jumaat prayer. for the "ekspresi laman" program..im not sure..might be..on the 104 channel..
so you guys out there dont forget to watch it,
if you want to see who's my bos la..(buat promo skit bley kan)

after i finished all the decorative works, i was lucky enough that i got informed that the meeting on the evening was postponed to the next tuesday..what a relief..but still ive to get ready for me to be able to counter their comments next week. later i got a call from my sister telling me that she already safely delivered her baby at the hospital..yey, baby..i love babies...so geram2 and rasa nk picit2. im telling myself, get ready with your backpack and start journey back home..and alhamdulillah, i managed to reach there and see my new anak buah sleep so tightly next to her mother..
her name is Najla Insyirah bt Mohd Azrul, 3 days old
later i will upload her plain pictures


Today and tommorow
to be cont.its time for...zzZZzz

u guys tgk dulu JOZAN episode ni kelakar